hi guys! okay, so is it just me or does it seem like i haven’t posted anything in a while?
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yeah. so here’s the reason behind that (and it’s absolutely brilliant! … not really) *takes a deep breath* i got sidetracked. *hides under desk* yes, i got sidetracked. aren’t i smart? *hits head on table*

right, so anyways here’s the sitch: i finally got all of Blood and Tears completely mapped out and am trying to bring my random ideas to life (sounds easier than it actually is. trust me. my mind goes faster than i can write/type) and while i was helping my dad put up Christmas lights for my grandma (no, not the one we just had the party for. the other one XP) i was sitting on the roof and the sun was casting my shadow onto the ground and that got my deranged little mind going.

so, as a weird product of that, i came up with some random idea that i have no idea where it’s going and have been working on that for the past…*looks at calendar* um…i wanna say for the past 4-5 days. *thinks for a moment* wow. i’ve been able to write 3 chapters in about 5 days. that’s weird. and a new record.

*cough* ignore that. just my mind going a mile a minute again. so, here’s a status report:

Fanfictions
Blood and Tears Chapter 6: writing/arguing with (okay, more like arguing with my notes for what’s supposed to happen)
Drown: still attempting to finish (no wonder i hate all of my oneshots. they take too long)
Experiment 15 Chapter 3: once again, still arguing with (is it just me or does it seem to be growing? *drowns under all of the paper*)
Together: … (it’s hiding somewhere in one of my blue notebooks {note: the “blue notebook” info doesn’t help at all seeing as most of my fiction notebooks are blue} *dies*)
Welcome Home (the other newest distraction ^^): almost done writing it
What to Do Chapter 3: also trying to bring to life…again (too many ideas all at once )

General Fiction
Rogue Javelin: … (i’m just gonna hide that in the corner for right now. if you’re waiting for it, don’t hold your breath)
DVGT: um yeah…outlining (when i have the time )
War Zone Chapter 1: (insert previous comment)
Diary of a Dark Secret: *hides all info about it under the desk in a secret compartment that will never be found again* (to put it simply: it’s crap *hangs head in shame* i don’t know what i did wrong but i did something)
A Vampire’s Halloween Fairytale (yes i changed the name to what it originally was. knowing me, i’ll probably change it again before i finish it): um….typing? kinda….when i have the attention span and my mind isn’t thinking about how to finish BaT or my revising (the revising is a whooollle other story. you’ll find out later ^^)
Subject TX39: um….it’s just there (not really working on too much)
With Love (the newest addition to my madness mwhahahaha): currently writing/typing (but slowing down on it. i don’t know what’s going to happen next must talk with editor/idea person)

so there ya have it. the basic point of this journal is that i got sidetracked on With Love and revising and…yeah. that’s why i haven’t been posting lately. blame my deranged little mind. it’s not my fault….okay, it kinda is. i’ll finish something eventually XP

and note: if you want/need any explanation on A: what i’m talking about or B: any of the deranged little stories and/or fanfictions i have going, don’t hesitate to ask. i am fully aware that i can be a little hard to follow sometimes and will not be offended in any way, shape or form. XP but i won’t tell you what’s going to happen in BaT or Experiment 15. you’ll just have to wait for those.

and another note: sorry i haven’t been answering any of my messages. i’ve got around 600 that i need to go through and i haven’t really had the time to go through them all. sorry guys. i’ll answer my messages ASAP.